Monthly Archives: January 2015

waves.

My face above the water
My feet can’t touch the ground
Touch the ground, and it feels like
I can see the sands on the horizon everytime (everytime)
You are not around

I’m slowly drifting away (drifting away)
Wave after wave
Wave after wave
I’m slowly drifting (drifting away)
And it feels like I’m drowning
Pulling against the stream
Pulling against the stream

I wish I could make it easy
Easy to love me
Love me
But still I reach, to find a way
I’m stuck here in between
I’m looking for the right words to say (to say)

I’m slowly drifting, drifting away
Wave after wave
Wave after wave
I’m slowly drifting (drifting away)
And it feels like I’m drowning
Pulling against the stream
Pulling against the stream

~ Mr Probz.


frozen.

it’s like.
my heart was finally
hydrated.

your elusive smirk
that always caught me
off guard.

and i could feel
myself melting;
the stubborn ice queen;

finally [you]:
protector and co-conspirator,
lover and believer.

i will always remember every
touch, word, song, kiss:
you undid me.

i wish i had more confidence,
that you will come
back for me.

already.
the ice caps are returning;
my lungs… collapsed.

it is all i can do
to keep my side
of the promise.

i only hope – [one day] – you
find my heart;
still beating.

still meltable.
and not,
frozen.


i’ll wait.

i'll wait


intimacy.

i want.
to feel the embrace
of someone
who knows my darkness
intimately.

like [you] did.
and they didn’t.

but i want.
to feel the embrace
of someone
who doesn’t need to hide me
infinitely.

like they did.
and [you] didn’t.


like sleep.

i could finally wrench her
from you;
from your all-encompassing
grasp.

i think we knew
it was ending
when the clichéd sun
set.

i have instantly
misplaced the stench
of my
desperation.

yet the yearning
and the deep,
empty, darkness
remains

in the shape
of your silhouette;
your tunes surround
us.

i’m sorry the load
got too heavy;
but i’m not sorry for halting the
pain.

please promise.
please don’t
forget
me?