numb deception.

i feel it
but i feel it
leave me.

what a waste,
what a fool.

and you knew.
you lied again.

even if it was
the truth.

it would never
be mine.

now the pit
of my stomach
is empty.

my heart
dull and tired.

you won’t fill
it with false
love.

but i remain
hamstrung
and numb.
and you know it.

and i feel you
despise me,
yet claiming love.

pity
is my enemy.

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