Monthly Archives: April 2015


give me more pain.
let me see
the pearls of blood.
tear my breast bone
crack my rib.
hear the burning,
buried, white annihilation.

give me more pain.
let me feel
the numbness filled up
with a physical terror.
crush my skull.
there are no screams,
just relief and embrace of finality.


i wish it away.

betray and conquer
love and abandon
open and close
live and die
past and present
birth and kill
murder and suicide
wish and desire
obnoxious and silent
white lies and deceit
have they begun?
have they begun?