the website wouldn’t load,
and for a dark, solid moment,
i thought you were gone forever.
was that it?
was that the final goodbye?
for [always].
the deep pain
that never leaves,
wrestled and groaned;
suffocating my heart
in the black, heavy tar.

i didn’t hit refresh.
but there you were.
panic subsided, frenetic
searching yielding
the normal result.
but in the end,
did we both know?
you will never
leave my heart.
i hope i’m
still safe in yours.


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